Autumn
Autumn
Nancy was rather quiet while having her breakfast. After eating, she wore her socks and shoes, and picked up her bag. She walked towards Elizabeth, then stopped and turned around. A few steps in the other direction and once again she turned back.
“Mom, will you walk with me to the bus stop?” she requested.
“Sure, my love. Why did you hesitate to ask?”
“Just, I don’t know.”
“No problem, let me just grab the keys,” said Elizabeth.
As they walked to the bus stop, Nancy still looked anxious.
“What’s the matter, Nancy?”
“Nothing.”
“Are you ok?” asked Elizabeth again.
“Yes, I am fine.”
Elizabeth put her arm around Nancy’s shoulder. “You know what’s the first rule of change?”
“No,” said Nancy. “What is it?”
“Acceptance,” said Elizabeth. “Accept that there is something that needs to be changed. Denial will get you nowhere in life.”
“You’re right. Since I woke up I've been feeling anxious once again. I don’t know why because I felt better last night after listening to you,” said Nancy.
“I’m glad you have accepted it. Anxiety, fear, frustration, may be unwanted but they exist. They are as much our own as joy, peace, or courage. So, embrace them as your own and you will notice the onset of autumn.”
“Autumn?” Nancy was perplexed. “That’s like months away from now.”
“Not that autumn,” smiled Elizabeth. “Autumn of the season within is what I am talking about. Once you embrace your fears you will notice them change, like leaves that change colour in autumn. Eventually you will shed your fears just like the trees shed their leaves. Embrace your fears and then face them head on.”
“Thank you, mom,” said Nancy. “You are a saviour!”
“I am just your mother,” said Elizabeth.
They reached the bus stop. A couple of children were already waiting for the bus. Nancy looked at them and made up her mind to talk to them.
‘Face your fears, mom said,’ she thought
Elizabeth understood what was going on inside Nancy’s head. “Go on, don’t hesitate now.”
Nancy took a deep breath and walked over to the kids.
“Hi, I am Nancy.”
“Hi,” said the boy. “I am Kevin.”
“Hi,” said the girl. “I am Karen, his sister.”
“I am new to the school and this neighbourhood. I don’t have any friends yet.”
“You can be our friend,” said Kevin.
“Yes, we can be friends,” said Karen.
“Thank you,” said Nancy. A smile of relief found its way to her face, Elizabeth was happy too.

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